Gimping at the mouth...

This weekend, while Jeff and I were in Vegas, during one of the few times we were in the gaming part of a casino, as a cocktail waitress walked by us, in all of her curvy beauty, Jeff, trying to give me a compliment said, "You could totally do that, you absolutely have the body and the beauty, I'm not sure how they would feel about the walk though..."
Immediately after saying this, Jeff realized what he had said and how his attempt at being complimentary had totally backfired! My initial response was one of indignation and frustration, not so much at Jeff but at the millions of times I have heard similar comments, sometimes from people who love me and sometimes from strangers who fire these supposed witticisms at me with either malice or complete ignorance.
I explained to Jeff how hurtful that was, in general and especially coming from my husband who I love so deeply and unconditionally. I said, "...it would be illegal for them to not hire me based on the walk, though they would probably just come up with some other reason why I wouldn't be a good fit and I wouldn't want to be in that kind of service position anyway, one, because I know how hard those women work and what kind of crap they put up with AND because I am not so good at carrying drinks."
Jeff was totally apologetic and understood why my initial response was fear, I have dated, flirted with, been flirted with by, so many people who have made claims of understanding my inner and outer gimp and have made similar, though of course, more hurtful, statements. It was sort of like the good friend who once explained to her young children that. "Aviva's body can't do everything she wants it to and you should both consider yourselves lucky that you have bodies that will do what you want..." When her children wanted me to climb the ladder to check out their attic with them. This before asking me what my limits were (none really- I think if I can handle climbing mount Kilimanjaro and working out enough that I have lost nearly 50 pounds since the second week of October, I can handle an attic ladder!) The thing is, everyone, and I mean everyone has limitations, physical skills and weaknesses, just because mine have a name does not make them public property. As I always say, if you want to know what I can or am interested in doing, ask me! We all know what they say about assumptions.
In the end Jeff and I reached an understanding and are no less in love with each other then we ever have been. It was a good reminder for both of us. For me, because I forget sometimes that even those who love me the most haven't lived in my walk, as it were, and there is a learning curve. I owe it to those I love to be gentle and explain why those comments are unacceptable. I also owe it to myself and the world to be clear and vocal and explain why those comments and the views of differently abled people they encourage and support, are unacceptable.